Jessona111200SpokaneWA_MysteriousIncision

From a special session, Sunday, 11/12/2000 in Spokane

Teacher: Jessona

TR: Gerdean

JESSONA: This is Jessona. Greetings. Having spent quality time mastering certain healing arts and having insight into "medicine" I'm eager to address your concern about our friends question having to do with a "scar" suddenly finding itself on the back of her neck. Yes?

Thoroah: Yes. Would you like me to read what she has to say?

JESSONA: I would like for you to do that so that I can hear her inquiry and so please convey her concern.

Thoroah: Thank you. The letter goes,

"Dear George and/or Angus,

This is so weird but I feel as if I should run it by you fellows. I had a headache for days and my neck was terribly painful. Yesterday around 2:00 p.m. I became exhausted and laid down for a nap, something I rarely do. Around 3:30 my daughter called, very upset, and so I had to go pick her up from her Dad's and try to work out their relationship as an intermediary. Then she wanted me to drive her and her friends to the mall and pick her up later. I was overcome with depression and said, "All I ever do is drive you places and work. I have no social life and it's depressing and lonely."

Within ten minutes friends called to say they wanted to take me to dinner and a movie. They picked me up and we had fun, although we couldn't get in to see the movie. Upon returning, I placed a long distance phone call before it got too late. My neck was hurting. It felt like my hair was caught in my necklace or something, so I felt the back of my neck. No necklace (I haven't worn one for months). I felt a wound of some kind but was on the phone.

First chance I got I looked in the mirror and have what looks like a perfect incision, about three inches long across the bump at the spine and the base of the head. Even weirder is that I have a small mole there and it goes straight across there also.

I checked my linens, but nothing; my shirt covers it so I didn't snag anything. I couldn't have scratched myself in a perfect straight line. I have no fear connected with it but I am baffled. JoiLin won't T/R but does a self-monitoring thing with her fingers.

Question: Was it aliens? My daughter, upon seeing it, yelled that I was abducted! "Maybe" was the answer. Was it midwayers? "Yes" was the answer. "Why?" They wouldn't say. Not anything to do with my headache, neck ache, releasing emotions, DNA. Finally I asked if I was supposed to know the reason and the answer was "No."

So what do you make of this? My sense is that my daughter called and interrupted something because I was in "a dead sleep." Again today at two, I took a nap, half expecting to wake up and it would have disappeared but it didn't. It's still very, very sore, although the headache and neck pain has receded somewhat.

If you have time, reply. I'd like your thoughts or if you've ever encountered anything similar.

Love and light. Mary."

JESSONA: Hello, Mary. I am Jessona. I am sure you are not speaking to me specifically when you ask, "have you ever seen anything like it?" and yet I will say to you, having been working the field for a long time I have seen almost everything! I have seen many such wounds, abrasions, incisions.

Your information is that it is not anything necessary for you to know about and you acknowledge your headaches are subsiding. I am at your service in alleviating pain and discomfort, in bringing enlightenment and joy, in giving understanding to the many vagaries of the human existence, but you have not asked my advice.

What I have observed, however, is what appears to be a great deal of unhappiness on your part around your most conflicted relationships. It would not surprise me in this case to discover that a Midwayer had marked you in such a manner as to give your mind a new focus. By putting you in a position of mentally enforcing your entire focus on the reality or the perceived reality that is at the bump on your spine, you are giving yourself permission to look deep within yourself in such a way as you have not approached

meditation before. You have sought not just to find your third eye, Mary, but you have launched deep into the back of your skull, even coming out the other side, as if you were a mole, in the dark, seeking a way out into the light of truth.

You have probably eased your many tensions by this correct focus on something other than your distressors which concerns you overmuch in that in your current condition/emotional configuration about who you are and what your life is intent upon, experience is a conflict, exhausts you and brings no surcease.

I don't know that this is a fact, Mary child, but it is a method that would be a typical Midwayer antic in order to help you redirect your focus onto that which you who do something about and bring yourself into closer harmony with that within you which seeks your greatest good and in assuming your greater reality you will be effective then in dealing even with your immediate family relationships.

Let us hear from you as to how you are faring. Have your naps continued? Have you felt less stressed and more mentally focused? Be at peace. You are not a guinea pig, and as dramatic a sensation as that may incur in you, it is not assigned to you - at least at this juncture - that you be "abducted" in order to find yourself in a new reality. You have that capacity within you, within your own relationship with the First Cause.

Good evening.

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