Michael - I Carry You in My Heart - May 22, 2011 - Monjoronson.com Michael Xavier, Del Air, MD

[Preface from T/R Michael Xavier – Michael just shared with me just how much he loves each and every one of us, just like we were the only children in the universe. I wept tears at the love I felt coming from him in this message, as if it truly was for me alone. He loves us all that way.]

Christ Michael: You may sometimes ask yourself my Son, who am I to receive love and encouragement from the Creator of a universe? My special beloved child, do you not realize that I look at you as if you were the only child in the universe. You are wholly unique and special to me, and I have great interest in your every moment, for I cherish every one as if they were all first steps. I am eager to share and express every moment with you every day and hour.

 Imagine for a moment your own child falling and your feet and laying prostrate with tear filled eyes with a heart overflowing with love for you. Would you not immediately reach down your hands and scoop your child up and hold him tightly and whisper in his ear, I have you safely in my arms of love child and I will never let you go. You would kiss his face gently and assure that child that nothing would ever keep them from your heart until you knew that they understood. My child, my son, I have you safely in my caress, and I will never let you go. My heart is filled with love at the thoughts of you and when I hear your cries they are like a melody to me, knowing that it is moments like these that you could cry out to anyone, but you choose me. In that regard I feel special my son.

I remember my son, you as a little boy, walking the sandy beach of the ocean for the first time gazing at the vast water wide eyed and in wonder. It was the biggest thing that you had ever laid eyes on, and you were shocked as that cool waters rushed upon your feet for the first time taken back with excitement. That ocean is my heart my son, and you are the waves that crash upon the beach from my own heart. The depth and vastness of my love is unsearchable and yet you are a part of it all, for you are never separate from me. Each wave, each ripple, cascades upon the shores from my heart, and I feel each one my Son. You may make your way upon the sandy beach for a moment, but you will always find yourself back in the safety of the ocean of my heart. I will love each breath you take, and the beating of your heart is like a symphony to my ears.

You prayers are a delight to me, as you cry in wonder sometimes at the state of things, I will whisper, I have you my son, I have you. There passes not a moment you are not in my thoughts. To me, you are a thousand Christmas mornings each day. As you awake I leap in excitement at your very being, as you go about your day I am there with you every moment. I have you my child, my son. You are never apart from me, because you have a special place in my heart always only for you. My child, I am with you each moment, each day. It is my privilege my son to love you, for your own love is heavenly to me. I look at all my children this way, for you are all special to me beyond what I could ever speak in words. Know that I am always with you, and I will never ever leave you, no matter what my child, my son.  
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