Teacher: Lin El
October 2, 1992
I need to get used to this practice to see if it will work for letting my helpers talk with me...I don't know if I am supposed to do this or not, or if my over-eagerness to have spirit guidance is getting in the way of what I am doing, in other words if I am overly desirous of this. I will try to relax and see what happens...
Yes my child I will come to you. I am always with you and I will always be your teacher and friend. Do not fear to be with my helpers. I want you to learn what I have to teach you . This is my message to you and to your friends in Corvallis. A teacher has been chosen for your group but there are preparations which need to be made. I will tell you when it is time to make this announcement and to inform the others of what is happening. You are to be a receiver, there may be others if they are willing. I am pleased that you have made yourself willing in such a short time to do this work for me and have made plans to move to Corvallis where this can more effectively take place. Some of your group will not immediately accept your part in this mission because of old wounds but in time they will come to see that you are speaking the truth.
I want you to practice using this technique and also using a tape recorder so that you will be ready to speak when the time comes. You already have this skill with your computer system that can be turned into good service in the plans ahead. I think your idea of using the computer nets is a good one and it will be discussed with the teaching mission personnel. Your technology is analogous to ours, only on a lower level; still it is what you have and your willingness to use it and to make plans is appreciated.
We have come to this world in joy and gratitude for the opportunity to serve you and to help this world come back into line from the suffering of the betrayal. You are spending too much time worrying over the words. Relax. It will become easier in time. You are doing a good job for a start.
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I know that you are starting to feel tired and I think that this is enough for one night even though I sense that your mind would like to go on and on. I love you very much and you are doing a wonderful job of trying to seek and fulfill the Father's will in your life. This past four years in your recovery movement a has been wonderful and important planning for you for this time. You have learned skills, sometimes even where what you learned was more from inside yourself than from the groups themselves, and you are well prepared to begin on this journey. You also have a personal teacher and it will become clear in time which is which when we are speaking to you. Also continue your Silence. Do not be impatient when it seems that nothing is happening for even your intent makes it easier for the Adjuster to work. I like your term Attitude Adjuster; it a is a good one. Seek to listen to your Adjuster in all things and to practice the Silence in faithfulness. Do not despair over not writing your pages today. They are an important and useful tool but not crucial in comparison with the Silence.
I see that you will sit here and listen to us even when you are tired of body. You must learn to take better care of yourself, but as has been told to others, if your time is best at night and you sleep late do not let others make you feel bad for this. There is no one way which is normal for all human beings. You are all different in your makeup.
So until we talk again together, please know that you are well loved and that your willingness is truly appreciated. We will speak again soon in this manner or another. When you feel moved to try this, or any other way, please do so. In this way we can work on improving the ability to communicate. Go soon to your rest and sleep well. The Father will watch over you as he watches over us all. Know that we are with you, too and you are never alone. Goodnight.