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Half Moon Bay, California

Transcripts

March 93 - April 94

The Teaching Mission

Compiled and Edited by

The Half Moon Bay, CA, Teaching Mission Group

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FOREWARD

The following pages contain transcripts of the Half Moon Bay, Ca. Teaching Mission group from its inception in March, 1993 through April, 1994. These transcripts have been edited to remove some personal questions or responses which group members wished to keep private. At the same time, we have added commentary and notes in order to provide the reader with background information which we hope will clarify some of the topics discussed in our sessions.

Since our group is still in the early stages of its formation, it has gone through many changes during the past sixteen months. We have added new members, been introduced to topics we have just begun to explore, and are still developing our relationship with the Teachers who meet with our group. This has been a time of exploration, doubt, trust, exhilaration, awe, and adventure! We are challenged by the Teachers to join with them in a co-creative experience that will develop our understanding of God's truth, beauty, and goodness. At the same time, they offer us a relationship that demonstrates patience, good humor, respect, brotherhood, and love.

Only you, the reader, can decide if these transcripts provide you with insights which help or encourage you on your own spiritual path. We offer them to you, in the hope that they will do so. If you have questions, or would like to discuss these transcripts further, please write the Half Moon Bay Teaching Mission group at 752 Toulouse Court, Half Moon Bay, CA, 94019, or call the number listed below.

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Letters from the Group

To the Reader:

My experience with our group TR and our teachers, Olfana and Tarkas, has been spiritually uplifting. I have been in a relationship with the TR for our group since April of 1985. We have become very close in that time, best friends. The fact that I know her so well, coupled with the quality of the transmissions she has received, have convinced me of the authenticity of their spiritual origin.

When I first heard of the Teaching Mission and "people hearing voices in their heads," I was very skeptical. I even scoffed at the possibility. At the time, we began to read a number of transcripts from various groups. I tried to maintain an open mind and to allow the Spirit of Truth within me to be my guide. In most of what I read, I saw nothing which I felt was false or harmful. In fact, much of what I read was very positive, and at times, inspiring. After we learned from our readings that other sincere seekers could receive a personal or group teacher, we began to ask for that possibility through prayer. Some months passed before our TR began receiving simple, preliminary communications during meditation. Ever since that beginning experience, our relationship with the celestials has grown with greater and greater fulfillment. I think that the lessons and encouragement found in these transcripts need no further explanation or apology; their sincerity and authenticity I believe is apparent to anyone who approaches them with an open mind and the Spirit of Truth within his or her heart.

My own personal experience with the teachers has been very enlightening. I have received encouragement with problems I have faced with my work and family relationships. The teachers have offered suggestions which helped me to see my problems in different ways, which encouraged me to solve them more effectively myself. The teachers constantly encourage us to seek connection with our Thought Adjuster and commune with the Father. Their gentle and patient ministry is a loving model for all of us to follow. Those who believe that the Urantia papers are all we need do not understand the value of the personal, loving care granted to us by these celestials. They do not do our jobs for us in our search for Truth; they model the love and wisdom they desire for us and constantly help us to remain "God-conscious." They are our mentors. They know us because they have gone through many of the same experiences. They can identify with our struggle; consequently, they know when to challenge us and when to be understanding and forgiving of our human limitations. I am eternally grateful for their influence in my life.

T.

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To the Reader,

The greatest part of the Teaching Mission, for me, is my stillness practice. I believe in the Mission because it satisfies, better than anything else I've encountered, a deep hunger in my soul. The Teaching Mission places a lot of emphasis on the stillness practice so I believe it must be important. I try to have some stillness every morning. It is the most mysterious and adventuresome part of my day. I'm always looking forward to it and am quite disappointed if something comes up and I miss it. I don't hear any voices, but I know I'm with God. My progress to see and do the will of my Father is slow, but I know I am progressing and that's what's important to me.

I first read The Urantia Book over 20 years ago. It has been the religious foundation of my life since. The Teaching Mission has put a new vigor in my religious life and I now refer to the book more often and with more interest.

R.

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Dear Reader,

S and I have enjoyed a close friendship for several years. We live near each other, are the same age, have lived in some of the same cities, attended the same college where we both majored in English--in short, we have much in common. I met S at a Course in Miracles meeting where she heard me talking about The Urantia Book. She and T began attending our Urantia Book study group, and remain active participants. I think she became interested in the Teaching Mission as soon as she heard about it--and five months later she began to receive communications from spirit beings. Very shortly, Olfana and Tarkus started speaking through S, and have continued to do so with increasing ease and fluency. The whole process seems to be having a positive effect on S; her relationship with Olfana, as well as the messages themselves, seem to inspire and comfort her. In addition, she has developed close working relationships with several members of the group which has formed around this process.

Though S and I agree on many things, the areas where we differ seem to revolve around what I might call "psychic phenomena." Though I enjoy the use of Rune cards, oracle cards of all kinds, Tarot, I Ching coins, flower essences, crystals, amulets, and various trappings of New Age culture--I do not take them very seriously. I find them to be mostly harmless, often enjoyable diversions--creations of the spiritualizing mind. I believe S finds some of these aids and techniques to be useful--even powerful and meaningful. In the same way, I find this ancient act of seeking wisdom from the oracle--in this case, asking questions of Olfana--to be interesting...whereas for S it is personal and profound.

I certainly support S in all of her efforts--and especially in this creative expression in which she continues to show courage, dedication, and integrity. To me, the lessons of Olfana are lovely--many of them evoking flower images. Perhaps in some way they are beautiful spiritual expressions of S's soul. Her sharing of the transmissions with me is a happy part of our friendship. Yet for me, the communications of oracles--no matter how benevolent--is not entirely satisfactory. Perhaps the only Voice which I can find powerful and compelling is the Voice of the Spirit within me.

A.

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To the Reader,

I have been attending meetings of the Teaching Mission for about nine months. I started going because the transmitter, S, was in my study group and I respected her integrity. I also was curious and wanted to see for myself. Although I have enjoyed the Teaching Mission sessions and I find many of the lessons to be beautiful and uplifting, I can't say I am totally committed or 100% sure of it's origin. I do keep an open mind and I pray for guidance.

I have been a reader of the Urantia Book for twenty years. I found it by "accident" in the library, at a time in my life when I was searching for more than my Catholic faith. The Urantia Book provides me with the deep soul satisfaction of having found truth. The Teaching Mission has not touched me in the same way, but I will continue to be discerning about my involvement in the Teaching Mission as I try to follow the Father's will.

D.

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Dear Reader,

I was asked to write a letter to the reader of these transcripts on anything I believe helpful. OK, here goes...

First, a little background. I have been a Urantia book reader since 1983. I was brought up a Southern Baptist, and my education was in Physics and Mathematics. I have worked all my adult life in research and development, in both university and private enterprise environments. From my early teens till my mid 30s I would characterize myself an atheist. My deity was rational thought, science, and the human mind. Certain experiences in my late 30's and early 40's convinced me that there was more to reality than the physical world. I began to seek, I knew not what.

One day my wife brought a thick blue book home from work. A coworker had loaned the book to her saying " Here is a book I think F. should read." I read the book for a couple of weeks, skipping here and there, sampling its flavor. My initial reaction was one of skepticism and disbelief. I rejected the book for its unconventional science (an ultimaton???), and its unfamiliar nomenclature. After returning the book to its owner, I mentioned it to my business partner, and gave it no more thought.

On my next birthday, my 47th, I received a copy of the book as a gift from my partner and his wife, who both are interested in spiritual matters. With the book now readily at hand, I undertook to read it, mostly out of curiosity. As I read, I began to perceive the spiritual fragrance of Truth. I began to understand that the book contained a conceptual framework of reality which united the material world and science, with a spiritual world and religion. Even more, I realized that I was a beloved son of a loving Universal Father. I began to see the way home.

In 1985 an invitation arrived to meet with a group of readers to form a Urantia book study group. Here I met A. and J. who can be found in these transcripts. A., in particular, encouraged me in a wide-ranging study of spiritual teachings, including channeled material from A. J. Davis, S. Moses, B. Bond, E. Cayce to mention a few. Here and there in these readings I seemed to detect a familiar fragrance...

In 1992 I began hearing about a "Teaching Mission," where individuals in Urantia Book study groups had begun to channel various "Teachers." A member of our study group, S., became very interested in this phenomenon, and began collecting transcripts from these groups and talking with their transmitter/receivers (TRs). She loaned me these transcripts to read, and my initial impressions were ambivalent. Surely these works contained no epochal revelations, no grand concepts, no supernal wisdom. I questioned whether these works were merely figments of the human imagination.

One day, on a business trip, I took along another transcript, and at night proceeded to read it. During my study of this text I perceived a familiar fragrance. Then the realization came to me that these works were not intended as another epochal revelation; we already had that. These works were for individual, not public, instruction. Yes, they may contain lessons of benefit to many people, but the intention here is to tailor and adapt the instruction to the individual, ...to provide the services of a loving mentor, rather than a professor, ...to provide basic spiritual education where needed, rather than graduate school education. This particular transcript gave a simple 3-step approach which will lead to spiritual progress.

The fragrance I experienced was that spiritual fragrance of love, rather than hate, ...reassurance, rather than fear, ...acceptance, rather than judgment, ...patience, rather than intolerance, and encouragement, rather than criticism. This is the familiar fragrance of the works of our loving Creator, Michael, and our infinite source of love, our Universal Father. My dear reader, I ask you to look for this fragrance and seek it out in all that you read, and be assured that following its trail, you will not be led astray.

To me, these transcripts are not something you have to absolutely believe or disbelieve, but something from which the sieve of the Spirit of Truth will sift that which is useful and beneficial to you.

In brotherly love,

F.

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To the Reader,

Since March of 1993, I have been the Transmitter/Receiver (TR) for the Half Moon Bay Teaching Mission Group. This has been an experience which has stretched my beliefs, challenged my abilities, expanded my perceptions, and increased my faith in God and the benevolent design of His creation. I have grown through moments of doubt and disbelief that such an amazing experience could be happening to me. After sixteen months of growth in my relationship with the Teachers, I no longer doubt their existence, and I am becoming comfortable with my ability to hear their words.

As our group grows, I watch with interest how others are developing a relationship with the Teachers. I see all of us prompted to discover our better selves, and become willing to work on those areas of our personalities that need development. It has been an exciting, rewarding experience to join with people I care for in this relationship with the celestials.

One particular benefit of being a TR that I cherish is the experience of feeling the presence of the Teachers. Just as I can hear their words in my mind, I can feel their emotions in my heart. I have felt their patience for our confusion or disbelief, their satisfaction for our sincere attempts to ask heartfelt questions, their pleasure in sharing our company, and their deep love and respect for us as fellow children of God. They are remarkable guides on our path toward our eternal destiny.

I hope you enjoy reading these transcripts. They have been a "labor of love" from many of us in the group. We have added commentary or notes to help you understand better all that has occured during our sessions. If reading these transcripts encourages you to seek out more information regarding the Teaching Mission, or to develop a more vital hope and interest in your own path to God, then they have served their purpose.

S.

Transcripts

Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/20/93                              T9303201 Initial Session

3:00PM

Now, turning power over to you. Wait. Soon. You're hearing us. Memory hardens vibrations. Relax. Go deeper. Transformation occurs slowly. Resist thought. Work with us. Turning over trust helps. Signafirst contactSigna.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/20/93T9303202             Group Session: S, T

9:00PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

"We are seeds"

Melchizedek greeting

Go deeper. Read with clarity. Light surrounds energy;. Energy pulls together. Resistance uses energy. TR Processmovement helpsMovement helps. This is powerful for you. It's OK, trust. Let us work, transform. All there is, is peace. You are a child of God. Blessings. Greetings. Take this, use it in God's love. This is powerful. Feelings of immensity are understood. These strong vibrations running through your body are God's love. Blessed be. The energiesEnergy TransmissionHealingenergy we transmit are healing to you. TR Process"Trust this process"Trust this process. Trust in God. The almond seed grows into a mighty tree with the force of God's love running through it. You are a seed. T is a seedSeedsymbol of. We bless you. We welcome you. We ask you to have faith. Hold on to your beliefs. They are precious. We will leave you now. You can feel the energy lightening. All is love. MelchizedekgreetingMelchizedeks greet you.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/20/93T9303203             Corona Del Mar

Evening

Contents:

Transmission from Signa re: S's contact

Note: S left a phone message for the Ropers of her first transmission, signed "Signa". The Ropers asked Signa for confirmation.

Jane: Signa, was that you? Did you speak with S? Do you have a message?

Signa: Yes, TR ProcesslisteningShe is listening quite well. Continue seeking the silence on a regular basis. I will continue to try to reach her, as will other teachers from time to time. Their group has an assigned teacher waiting to begin. (Jane asked Signa for the teacher's name. Signa declined to give it.)

Jane: Signa, why are you contacting S?

Signa: I was chosen strictly on ability. I seem to have the knack of transmitting through the mortal mind. Tell her I encourage her, I pray for her, and I ask her to be calm and do not fear. That is all.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/21/93T9303211             Solo Session

3:45PM

Contents:

First contact with Olfana

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

Shimmering light. Bless you. God's love. Follow us. Resistance. Trust in God. This message comes slowly. Light vibrations clear the path. Relax. God's energy. Use this. Stay tuned to your path. Promises are made. God's will be done. Take this energy; HealingenergyEnergy Transmissionit is healing you. Aflana is here. Slowly though it comes. Feel this lightness, vibrations. Blessed be. Keep trying. Notice every word patiently. Color VisualizationNotice colors clearly. Flashes of energy. Rest. Flower essences Flower Essencesimportant in TR processhelp. Thank you for caring. Here we begin our work. TR Process"Trust this process"Trust this process. Rest in God's love peacefully. Olfanafirst contact withOlfana is here with you. HealinghandsYour hands are tools for God's love. Use them with care. They can help you heal others too. This is God's promise to all who listen. Blessings are here for you on this planet. Light and Lifepromise ofLight and Life is a promise we make. Believe in us. Releasing your energy. Trust. Goodbye. Olfana and Aflana.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/21/93T9303212             Solo Session

11:30PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Flower Essences

Healthy Living-- Sugar in diet

Movement can help the TR process

Color Visualization

The energy you feel makes you restless. This is good. You're energized by patterns you do not understand. Thank you for using the essences. [Perelandra Flower Essences]. Try to listen carefully to us. Healthy LivingsugarTransform your patterns of eating sugarSugaraffects energy circuits. Please understand this is necessary. You smile because you know the connection. [Patije had told me that another woman in her group, who felt she was a healer, had been told to remove all sugar from her diet. When she said that, I thought, "Oh boy, I hope they don't tell me that." Also, I have read much nutritional literature that discusses the harmful effects of refined sugar. One book in particular, called "Sugar Blues" had made a strong impression on me, when I read it in 1977. When the message, "Transform you patterns of eating sugar," came slowly, word for word, I smiled as I thought, "That's hitting the nail on the head!"] We try to work with you in all ways that are good. Healthy living is important to this process. Try giving us a chance. Do not think we don't understand your resistance. Humans, mortals, are a challenge for us, but we love you very much. Your abilities to hear us are growing. Flower Essencesimportant in TR processThe flower essences are helping. Listen to each word carefully. Remember, your role in this Mission is important to all of us. We love you. We need your help. Patije is our friend. We care for her very much. She understands what is happening to you. Listen to the words carefully. Be patient, and it will come more easily, as you practice the stillnessStillness Practice. [My mind began to drift to my own thoughts, and questions.] You have questions in your mind. Not yet. Wait to hear us tell you what is important. [I was learning to wait, if I couldn't hear a word. I would hear it again after a few seconds. Before this, my urge was to "second guess" what I hadn't heard clearly.] It's good to pause when you're not sure. Hear the word a second time. Stay with us. Movement helps you to focus our energy. [This is a little embarrassing, but I guess I need to be totally forthcoming about this whole experience...When I start to connect with the energy of the celestials, my upper torso wants to move and sway in slow circles. I find the more I "go with this feeling," the easier I can hear the words. However, I feel I must look like Stevie Wonder or Ray Charles when they play the piano!...and I'm not listening to music...] Breathing is good. It calms you down. It helps. Love God's Love:is energy;and energy are one power,.i.Energy:is God's love God's power moving through us, the universe, all things. This feels all right to you. [I felt a very pleasant level of energy running through me, as if I was "tuned to the right frequency."] Stay tuned to us. Our energy is healing you now. Listen carefully. This is important. Rest your trust in God. Always remember his love is important to this process. Don't think questions now. [I was starting to drift into my own thoughts again.] Color VisualizationBlue energy is here. [There was a long pause, as I began to see iridescent blue spots forming in my middle field of vision. Then I saw large bursts of blue coming from the top of my field of vision moving downward. At the same time, I felt powerful waves of energy entering from above my body, and moving downward, as if my body was being pulled downward by a strong magnet. This experience lasted for approximately one minute]...That was Melchizedek energy. It is powerful, but healing. Your body rests now. [Long pause.] Green energy Energygreen is Life Carriersis Life CarriersLife Carriersgreen is their color. Stop worrying. They will come in time. [This amazed me. I had been musing to myself for the past day, "I wonder if I'll ever seen green colors? I wonder what these colors mean?" I hadn't voiced this question, or discussed it with anyone. Yet here they were, answering my question, and giving me assurance that, if I showed patience, "in time," I would see green. I also felt, as I read over the transcript of this transmission, that since blue had been identified as MelchizedekenergyMelchizedek energyEnergyblue is Melchizedek, and green had been identified as Life Carriers, that perhaps all colors that I might see would eventually be identified for me. Another beautiful understanding that came to me as I thought about this transmission, was that my questions mattered to themTeachersour questions matter. It was one thing to read transcripts of other teachers answering questions from a study group, but a whole new level of comprehension to feel my questions would be answered too!] Olfana is here now. Thank you for listening well this evening. Practice is good. Try the Stillness Practiceseek regularlystillness regularly. I am releasing you now. [I felt the energy leave my body, as if someone was slowly turning down a dimmer switch on a light.] Goodbye.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/22/93T9303221             Transcript from Sarasota, Florida

12:00PM noon

Contents:

Flower Essences adjust body chemistry

Transcript from Patije given by her teacher, Aflana.

Dear one, I am Aflana. It is true that I was overseeing S's beginning contactsAflanaoversaw beginning contacts. Signa was there, and Manotia, representing the Melchizedeks, was there. Flower Essencesimportant in TR processThe flower essences, which she talks about, are another material means for us to help your chemistry for this contact. It is unnecessary, but since she has it, and is willing to use it, it can help us considerably in speeding up the beginning contact adjustments. Others can be helped by this, if they understand what it is, and use it correctly. S will help many in this service. Olfana has studied with the ChantiChanti, who work with those developing material-biologic uplifting methods.

One of the methods of chemistry adjustments is the extracting of the essence from various flower petals. She works with this, and with the use of it. She will work with S in the events which center upon this chemistry-adjusting. Olfana was with me as I contacted S in the Stillness Practicecontact duringstillness last evening. It was our intention of introducing our combined presence. When the message began, S picked up on both of our names and combined them. Therefore, we did not confuse her. [ They identified themselves as the "Angels of Healing."] It will become clear as she continues to practice these communication techniques. Continue to encourage S. She has many points of resistance to overcome, but she has now reached a point where "she knows that she knows" of our reality, and she will move into that realization without fear and detrimental doubt. It is a joy to see how our sisters can help one another as they harmonize and share their personal experiences, and what they think is their imaginations. Do you not see this?....

Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/22/93T9303222             Solo Session

12:15AM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

Chakra Adjustments

Listen to us now. We need your cooperation. Pay attention to every word as your hear it and don't worry about thoughts. [I felt a strong "pins and needles" tingle in my hands. My hands felt drawn up in front of my face, palms inward.] HealinghandsYour hands are healing you nowHealingenergy. They are pulsating with God's energyEnergy Transmission. God's Love:everything is;We know that everything is God's love. We want you to see this too. Come with an open mind and heart to this Mission and you will grow quickly. Let yourself relax. Remember to breathe. So many things depend on this. You are a child of God. Remember this lesson...You're "editing" again. Try to relax. [I had told Patije that when I let my thoughts get in the way of a transmission, that I was .i.TR Process:editing;"editing." .i.Flower Essences:important in TR process;Thank you for thinking of the flower essences. They are important for you in this process. Seek this .i.Stillness Practice:seek regularly;stillness practice regularly. Trust in God. .i.TR Process:"Trust this process";Trust this process, S. We know your anxiety. Fear nothing in this work. Your teacher, Olfana, is here with you. Let your thoughts go. Relax. Breathe...Breathe again. Knowing this process allows you to help others. We need your efforts in this Mission. You are a healer. You can help us. Relax...Be patient. Notice the colors.i.Color visualization;. [I saw a large cloud-like circle of primarily fuchsia, magenta, purple and blue move in slow, counterclockwise circle. My eyes were closed, but they seemed to track this circle as if I were doing eye muscle exercises.] They circle around you for a reason. Movement is God's expression on this level. God's energy is growth, change, transformation, never-ending protection of the cycles of growth. Take this message. Share it with Bob. He understands this work. Patije understands also. Let the words comfort you. Don't judge them. They are enough for now. Stop asking questions...Listen...Feel the vibrations.i.Chakraadjustment;. Your heart expands as we work with you. Let yourself grow now. There will be time for other work later. [I felt my hands drawn, palms facing my body, towards my groin area, and then, about three inches from my body I felt them being drawn slowly upward, in alignment with my spine. The energy moving through me felt wonderful!] This feels good to you for a reason. We are aligning you. [Somehow I think this experience is connected with the chakra centers, but I'm not sure. I continued to experience warm, pulsating vibrations in my hands and my torso as my hands moved upward. It felt as if someone was zipping me into a warm jacket. My hands rose over my head. I reached upward and slowly let my arms fall to my sides. I felt very, very peaceful.] You need to rest now. Relax. Enough messages will help you understand this better. We are finished for now. [This session closed with my hearing, " Greetings from the Angels of Healing."]'

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/22/93T9303223             Solo Session

12:00 midnight

Contents:

Color Visualization

First contact with Tarkas

A Course in Miracles

You are tired tonight. This is more difficult. T is not to worry. Be assured that God's love extends to you fully. A is free to think about this Mission as she wishes. Come together openly. Explore the possibilities we present to you. Your papers are gone in the trash. [I was missing an invoice, and asked them if it were possible for them to tell me where it was.] Sunshine is energy glowing onto the earth. God's Love:is energy;God's love is energy .i.Energyis God's lovemoving through the universe. You are tired. We understand. Today was difficult. Waiting here is someone else to talk to you. Stop questioning! See the colorsColor visualization. [I saw small dots of many colors: purple, blue, gold, red, fuchsia, magenta--as if someone threw silver sparkle into the air, and it caught the sunlight. These small dots had a very calming effect on me. This lasted for about two minutes. Then I felt a deepening in the energy, and it also felt more powerful.]

I see every one of the colors that you see. My name is TarkasTarkasfirst contact with. I know this seems surprising to you. [I had been reading two Tarkas transcripts from Cincinnati, Ohio, earlier that evening. I was impressed with how eloquent the lessons were on prayer and forgiveness. I know that in this group are members who also study Course in Miraclesis trueA Course in Miracles. I have been a Course student since 1985, and was very pleased to see how Tarkas's lessons reflected Course teachings. I was also thinking about how appropriately teachers are matched to groups. I am still so new at all this, that when I heard, "My name is Tarkas," I was immediately filled with doubt--that my mind must be projecting this. It was comforting to hear, "I know this seems surprising to you."] Come openly to hear my message. Follow the path, you seekers-of-truth. [I felt this is a reference to myself, T, and A, since we all read the Course together.] The Course in Miracles is true. [I heard "true" four times before I dared to say it.] Jesus/Christ Michael needs your help...You are tired. We thank you for your attention tonight. This is quickly seen as easy to finish. Releasing your energy now. [I felt the "dimmer switch" effect.]. Olfana and Tarkas

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/23/93T9303231             Group Session: S, T

4:30AM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Stillness mantras

Color Visualization

Tarkas: Hello again. Tarkas is here. He will speak now. Calm your mind. It helps you to hear us...[private message to S] There are many others now waiting here. Go deeper. [I sensed very focused energy throughout my body.] Please listen carefully. Olfana loves you. Now she wants to speak.

Olfana: I feel close to you. Let your mind relax. Stop trying so hard. T is loved too. He needs practice in the stillness. Go closer to your breathing, T. Stop pushing yourself. Stay with one thought..."Stillness PracticemantrasGod's power is focusing me." "God's love keeps me whole." "Send me God's power." [ChakraadjustmentI had a sense of my whole body swirling very fast. At the same time I felt an immensely powerful funnel of energy swirling around me in the opposite direction. I felt no nausea or confusion. It felt invigorating.] Energy Transmissionrotational effectThe energy you feel running through you is good. [Then I felt strong surges of energy. This energy entered through my head, and surged down through my body. I began to see blue clouds of energy surging downwardColor Visualization.] Centrifugal energy grounds you...blue flashes, purple, fuchsia, orange, yellow. [I again began to move my hands up the mid-line of my body from my groin to above my head. I experienced the same "zipper effect" I had felt before. The energy was very powerful and invigorating. I sighed four times, it felt so good!] Take deep breaths. Press on this button. [What??? Suddenly I realized my tape recorder was about to run out of tape! I opened my eyes and turned the tape over.] Thank you for cooperating. This process helps you heal. Olfana and Tarkas are now finished. Hear us speak. We love you very much. Stop editing! Become quiet. Let us go now. Goodbye.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/23/93T9303232             Group Session: S, A

3:00PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

"We are seeds"

Dear Ones. A is welcome. Love binds you closely. We sense your emotions. [I was feeling tears well up in my eyes.] You are here with us for a reason. Take heart in this Mission. Close feelings are important. The Course in MiraclesCourse binds you in love. [Color VisualizationI saw pulsating clouds of purple and I felt very strong energy running through my body.] Christ Michael blesses you. Joy comes to all who serve in his name. A, you are a child of God. You are a seedSeedsymbol of that will become a flower of great beauty to all you help/serve. We bless you in friendship. Take this message to heart. Bring yourself together with everything you understand. In service you thrive. You know this already. S and you are sisters. We love you. TR Process"Trust this process"Trust this process. Keep yourself patient. The energies will come to you, A. Love is God's energy. It binds you to the Father. We turn this time back over to you. Olfana, Tarkas, Lin-el, Signa... Goodbye.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/24/93T9303241             Solo Session

12:00 noon

Conetnts:

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

Chakra Adjustment

Blessed be. You are ready to receive us now. Go deeper. [My right leg was feeling very "jittery." I call it my "jumpy leg syndrome."] Your leg is feeling tension because we are making adjustments again. Relax...Bring everything to your thoughts that allows us cooperation. This session comes from...Tarkas, Lin-el, Signa, Olfana, two Angels of Healing. Signa says to release control. [My leg continued to bother me. I moved around a lot.] Go deeper. Try movement. Yesterday we worked with you on energy blocks. Do try to not eat sugarHealthy Livingsugar. It goes to make bad energy Sugaraffects energy circuitsconnections. Color visualizationLet the colors come now. [I tried to see colors, but without much success. My leg still bothered me.] A knows something is happening to you. She sees the changes. Please try to pay attention. Let the colors come. [I rearranged myself. My leg still felt tense] Move with feelings...[long pause]...This is difficult for you tonight. You are distracted by thoughts. We cannot... Let yourself relax. [As I tried deep breathing, I felt strong energy pulsations in my hands and body.] Feel this strong energyChakraadjustmentEnergy TransmissionHealingenergy. It releases God's power. Thanking God for this power...Thanking God for this energy of healing is affectionately understood. [I feel this is a reference to a prayer I had said that morning. I then felt the urge to hold my hands, palms inward, in front of my face.] See gold, orange. [I did.] Such energy heals you now. Your leg continues to ache because it goes through changes. Leave all doubts, thoughts, worries on your certain faith in God. This energy changes/becomes magenta, purple. [It did.] Go deeper, please. Let all concerns remain behind. We love you, S. Thinking gets in the way. Let us do our work. All that happens here is God's process. We will release you. Sometimes this transfer of energy is intense. [I felt a jolt, and my head snapped backward.] Raise your hands up. Feel this power. [Once again I felt the urge to move my hands up the midline of my body, starting at my groin and moving upward over my head. Again I felt the warm, "zipped up" effect.] Tonight was long to go with us. We trust you to understand our work. Let us help you heal. Releasing you now. [The dimmer switch feeling] Tarkas, Olfana, Signa, Lin-el, Jun-el Goodbye.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/24/93T9303242             Group Session: S, T

11:00PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Come here us speak to you tonight. We love you. We hope you are learning to trust us. Now is the time to begin our work. Energy TransmissionYour hands are feeling the energy. They are not going to work on you now. They can help T. Are you willing, T? [He answered, "Yes."] Reach over. Hold S's hand. Feel everything that passes from her to you. Let it help you heal. Your doubt is understandable. This is new information to you and it seems hard to know how to handle everything that you hear. Can you trust in God's love for you? [T answered, "Yes, that's never been shaken."] Then, know you are a child of God. You are dear to him. He reaches out to you through the energies flowing from us to S, and then to you. You may reach out with your love to Him in many ways. Your faith is real. We know this. You carry a wise understanding of God's love for his children. Share this knowledge with those you choose to serve. Realize that transformation takes time. Show patience with yourself. Honor even your doubt. Let the energy of God's love build and draw forth from you all your abilities in his service. S is feeling very strong energy passing through her. [It was so powerful I was having difficulty saying the words.] We are sending this to you. Let this experience help bind you together. We are blessing you now. This is God's love God's Love:is energy;manifested .i.Energy:is God's lovethrough your bodies. [I felt strong waves of energy pulsating through me.] Healthy Livingimportance ofAlways remember to honor your bodies as temples for God's love, and care for them with honor. S, you may release T's hand. Let this new energy of God's love fill you, T. This experience is part of your transformation too. Never forget what a precious child of God you are. We are releasing you now, S. Tarkas, Lin-el, Signa, Olfana,...........Jun-el Goodbye.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/25/93T9303251             Solo Session

2:00PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Flower Essences

Color Visualization

Oil slick as a symbol

Healers are connected

Go deeper. Let the colors comeColor Visualization. You take this with movement. [Again I felt the need to move my torso in slow circles.] Let God's energy penetrate your vision. You see bursts that change shape. [I saw large bursting clouds of iridescent colors.] Energy CircuitsEnergy TransmissionWaves of energy pass through you with the colors. Your hands pulsate now. We are tuning you easily with the essencesFlower Essencesand healing. [Peralandra Flower Essences] Let this be noted by others. Try breathing. Come up with your hands. Take your hands and feel the pulsations. Now touch your heart. [I felt pulsations of energy in my chest, and saw a mix of many bursts of colors.] Mixtures of colors give a blending of colors that is good for you. The oil slick was a Oil Slicksymbol. A promise. Pay attention when this happens again. [My daughter and I had been in a shopping center parking lot the previous evening. We noticed a beautiful 4' X 6' oil slick on the blacktop. It had recently rained, and the magenta, fuchsia, purple, blue, and gold iridescent colors of the slick glowed in the reflected light of a spotlight overhead. We stood admiring the beautiful colors for quite awhile.]

Thern knows much information about healing. Listen to his explanations. Let his experience be a guide for you. [I had spoken to Thern long-distance that afternoon.] HealersYou are connected with many healers now. You and they will blend like the beautiful mixture of colors that you see. God's Plan:involves energy changes on Urantia;God's plan involves .i.Energychanges;energy changes on the planet. Your work will help this process. Discover the love this energy brings to you and others by using this process first on yourself. Are you not healing, S? This is real. .i.TR Process"Trust this process";Trust this process. .i.Prayervalue of;Your prayers are important to you and to us. Thank you for acknowledging our work. We know the prize we give you will be taken with gratitude. [I had told Patije that I kept feeling like I had won the lottery, but I couldn't quite believe it!] Thern and Patije know much about this. Let all worries go. Tell your friends nothing yet. [I had been musing about calling a friend of twenty years, and telling her about this experience.] Your father gets help too. [My father has severe glaucoma. I had told Thern that I hoped someday I could try a healing on him, once the celestials told me I was ready.] Let yourself wait until he seems ready. Your mother is loved. She is a child of God. Comfort her. She needs your comfort now. [S's mother is in the early stages of Alzheimer's Syndrome.] We bless you in this undertaking. Feel this blessing as magenta, fuchsia energy. [I saw clouds of these colors throbbing.] Let yourself relax. We go now. We love you. We are releasing your energy. Olfana, Signa, Lin-el, Jun-el, Tarkas, others here greet you. Goodbye.'

Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/26/93T9303261             Solo Session

2:00AM

Contents:

Reading the mind of TR

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

Flower Essences

Let your resistance to any guidance drop away now. We love you, S. You are coming along fine. You take many paths back to the Father. We hear your questions. We know your mind. It is good that you let us see your thoughts. We appreciate this cooperation on your part. [I had said before I went into this meditation that I wasn't sure how easily they could Mind Reading"read my mind," that perhaps they needed my permission. I have read in many transcripts where teachers ask permission before they "scanned the mind, or memories" of someone asking a question. I said that if knowing my thoughts or memories would benefit my healing or help in serving someone else, then, "in Christ Michael's name," I gave them permission to do so.] Know that everything now depends upon your cooperation. Co-creative"Co-creative" is not just a word. It is a concept that binds you to God, and God to you. [I felt a new surge of tingling energy.] Let me introduce myself. I am Tarkas. Energy TransmissionFeel my energy passing through you. [I felt a strong, deep surge of energy that lasted for 30-50 seconds. Then the energy shifted. The vibration pattern lightened. Color VisualizationI saw magenta and fuchsia colors. I felt happy, almost giggly!] Dear one, you move very quickly. I enjoyed your singing tonight in the car. [Earlier in the evening, while I was driving my car, singing along with a Bette Midler tape, I thought..."I wonder if Olfana can hear me right now."] Teachersrelationship with studentWe make a good pair/team together. We are about the Father's business. Let my energy pass through you now. [I continued to feel this "happy" energy, and I saw fuchsia bursts of energy. Now you see combinations of colors glowing. We love you, S. Love yourself. Know that all resistance passes away when approached with love. Still others wish to speak. [Long pause...I think I started to drift into sleep.] You tire now. We understand. Jun-el will speak later. Many here greet you, and wish you well, Little Healer. Your son, C, needs your love now. Help him with the essencesFlower Essencesand healing. You need to rest, S. We depart. Take our love and hold it to your heart. We are releasing you. Many teachers

I felt as I fell asleep that somehow my "mind was being read." I saw thin lines of Color visualizationgold energy, like threads, zipping in all directions, and I had a lightness, a buzzing sense of energy in the top of my head. It didn't in any way feel unpleasant. I wonder if others feel anything when Teachers are scanning their memories?

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/26/93T9303262                   Solo Session

11:30AM

Contents:

Healthy Living

Flower Essences

First contact with Lucinda

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

You know now when we are connected. Healthy Livingimportance ofTake all precautions with your health. They will help us heal you. Drink fluids regularly. Take vitamins. Go to great lengths with our advice. You will heal faster this way. The Flower Essencesand healingflower essences are helping to heal Teresa. That was truly correct. You know what to do with testing. This procedure works well. Let no one think we dabble now. God's Kingdom grows powerful on UrantiaGod's Kingdom grows powerful on;Urantia. The colors are brilliant. God's love is brilliant too. Praise him!'

Color VisualizationThe green light announces a new member of our team. We call her Lucinda. Yes. Energy TransmissionCombining our energies carries much power. [I saw beautiful swirls and pulsating bursts of color: magenta, blue, purple, fuchsia, and green! for the first time! These colors surged into each other against a background of black. This lasted for 30-40 seconds.] Tarkas greets you. [I felt a shift to a stronger, deeper energy.] Your hands are pulsating. Now lift them in thanks. God's beauty is evident in our work. Blessings flow from the Father. [I felt a surge of energy in my body.]

Tell T not to worry that this will change you from your nature. We hope to augment all the beauty that God has implanted in you. LessonsLessons will come later. [T had said to me this morning that he would be able to believe this more easily if we had lessons that carried more "substance."] HealingenergyNow the healing work comes first. Your feet tingle, but let them be. Remember our purpose. God's energy thrives in our beings. We honor this in our work. [My feet were tingling and distracting me.] Going deeper. Last night made many changes. T's body is transforming slowly but surely. Practice the stillness, T. TR Process"Trust this process"Trust this process. Open your heart, Open your mind. Let us travel together.

Swirling energy blends us together. [Again I saw the mixture of colors swirling before me. Then it seemed to primarily become the magenta/fuchsia colors] Olfana sends you blessings. Fuchsia charges your system. Take all this and rejoice in our work together. We do release you now.

Tarkas, Lin-el, Signa, Manotia, Lucinda, Olfana, Jun-el Closing now.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/26/93T9303263             Solo Session

11:00PM

Contents:

Contact with Jun-el

Color Visualization

We open this session tonight with many teachers present. Jun-el comes forth now...long pause...This connection is difficult. Color visualizationYou see my color telling you all things...[I saw a field of red color spots.]...Love manifests as energy...Take this...Olfana connects with you. She...[I waited for perhaps five minutes, but felt and heard nothing more. I was tired, so I decided to stop.]

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/27/93T9303271             Solo Session

11:30PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

Healthy Living - Restoring balance

God's love undoes error

Books on healing recommended

Flower colors are related to healing attributes

Take time with yourself, S. This process grows and changes you slowly. Transformation is God's power coupled with your efforts. This process creates beauty and truth in you. This changes your appearance to the world. Energy TransmissionOlfana is charging your system of energy now. You feel vibrations throughout. Your hands tingle for a reason. The energy she sends you pulses through them. Take your hands. Now let them rise. Leave everything to us. We understand this process. Stay with each word. Color VisualizationListen and watch the colors come. [I saw bursts of many colors...long pause...] Trying to connect with you is not easy tonight. [I had been to a party that evening. I had two glasses of white wine, some tea with caffeine, and had been exposed to lots of cigarette smoke all evening. I felt rather "toxified" by the time I came home. Also, I felt guilty, as though I were too undisciplined to follow the advice I had been given about caring for my body as they tried to heal me...so much for stubborn, ego-centered human nature!] Healthy LivingbalanceMany things can help restore your balance. Rest... water... love... kindness... exercise. Knowing your limits helps us heal you. Take your hands. Put them together. [PrayerpositionI felt drawn to put my hands in a traditional prayer position. When I did, I felt a powerful surge of energy pass between my hands and then into my whole body.] This completes a powerful circuit. Prayer with hands touching Prayerwith hands touchinghas meaning beyond ritual. Now touch your forehead. [Keeping my hands in the prayer position, I moved them to my forehead, where my fingers touched my forehead and my thumbs touched my nose. Again I felt a powerful surge of energy enter my head.] Again feel the connection. Let yourself relax. Teachersrelationship with studentAlways remember, we love you. Your care matters to us. We know you make mistakes. This is being a mortal. You are not a perfected creation of God's universe. You grow from your errors. Blessed be. God's Love:extends throughout universe;God's love extends throughout the universe of created beings. We watch your growth. We know you care. Forgive yourself. There is no error that cannot be undone with God's love. Take time to study the books you checked out today.* They will help you understand our work. Let the colors come. Olfana is happy you think of her often. She know you are growing closer to her. In time your connection will be very strong. .i.Flower Essences:healing patterns;The flowers you see are connected with the colors. Yes, you do understand something of God's plan. [I had seen a patch of spring wildflowers that day, and the thought suddenly came to me that perhaps there was a connection between the color of the flower petal, and the healing patterns placed in that flower from which essences are made. .i.Melchizedekenergy;Perhaps blue flower petals, for example, carried attributes of the blue/Melchizedek color I have seen.] In time, more will be revealed. .i.Urantiachanges now;Urantia changes now. Glory to God. His love extends to everyone who reaches out for him. [I'm not sure I heard that statement correctly.] Please try hearing each word. Urantia takes on new patterns of healing now. .i.Energy Circuits;These patterns open the circuits further. One day the life you lead on this planet will change immensely. Let all hear these promises. You tire now. We understand. Thank you for praying tonight.'

  Tarkas, Olfana, Signa, Lin-el, Jun-el Goodbye

*The books I had checked out wereHealingbooks:

Therapeutic Touch: A Practical Guide by Janet Macrae

Techniques for Health and Wholeness by Betty Bethards

The Ancient Art of Color Therapy by Linda Clark

Healers on Healing edited by Richard Carlson and Benjamin Shield

Note: When S went to the library she had no preconceived sense of what books she might select. As she perused the section on alternative medicine, she found, to her surprise, that she felt subtle vibrations in her hands as she touched some of the books. She assumed this might be guidance, and then checked out the above-noted books.

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/28/93T9303281             Group Session: S, T

9:30PM

Contents:

Preparing transcripts

Urantia's transformation

Energy Transmission

Praying for the celestials

You worked well today. This effort is noted by all of us. We thank you for showing your faith in God's work. There is time. There is time to grow healthy, yet still do your daily tasks. Transcripts[T and I had spent all day typing transmissions, figuring out computer glitches, photocopying transcripts, indexing what we had typed, etc. I can see how copying and reproducing transcripts is an enormous job in itself! I had said in my prayer that I was worried we were going to be overwhelmed by all this and not have time for all our other responsibilities. I asked for guidance.] We wish you well always. We love you. We know you try to do your best. Take these transmissions in stride. You will balance your tasks over time. No one is asked to sacrifice their commitments unreasonably. We notice your efforts, T. The Father's love for you is great. Your energy is warmth, because you burn strongly with the Father's love. Stillness PracticePractice the stillness, T. Have trust and faith that all effort on your part will be rewarded. Let no one doubt God's plan for all his universe. This creation is made beautiful and transformative because he so decrees. He is the Father who protects all he cherishes. Tell yourselves you have done well today. Watch your movie, Little Ones. [I had said in my prayer that T and I were tired, and if it was all right with them, could this transmission be short, so we could have time to watch a movie that we had rented. As I heard these words, I was filled with strong emotions of love and protection.] We love you very much. Blessings! Blessings to both of you! S, hold T's hand. [For approximately 40 seconds Energy TransmissionI felt incredibly strong surges of energy pass through my body. I could barely speak, it was so intense. However it felt very powerfully invigorating.] Relax now...Olfana sends special love. Prayeracknowledgement ofYour prayer was heard, S. [Since they so often say they are praying and helping us, I had prayed for all the celestials who were working so hard to heal and uplift Urantia.] Listen to your heart. It serves you so well. We are releasing you now.

Tarkas, Olfana, Signa, Lin-el, Jun-el, Lucinda

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/29/93T9303291             Solo Session

4:00PM

Contents:

Preparing transcripts

Energy Transmission

Color Visualization

TranscriptsWe congratulate you on this accomplishment. These papers that you complete will help others understand this work. Olfana is happy and proud of your diligence in this task. Let the transcripts go to Thern, Patije, Bob, Connie. Olfana wants these papers protected for now. Tell them not to distribute these papers to others. Nature work takes time to understand. Healingcarefully managedHealing is carefully managed work. S, ___ must be discreet. Let no one tamper with the timing of this work. Energy TransmissionYour hands tingle. Raise them to the Father. He charges your system with his love. [Color VisualizationI saw lots of Energylavender is Fatherlavender color.] Have faith in our guidance. Know you are loved, S. Sunshine is good for you. Get some exercise. Make your plans with our advice in mind. We leave you now.

                                                                        Olfana, Signa

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 3/30/93T9303301             Solo Session

12:00PM midnight

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Heart chakra healing position

The Healing Time

Image of lily-transformation, rebirth

Let all cares evaporate, S. Your faith is strong. We see your efforts create benefits for others and yourself. Let us do our work now. Take your hands. Feel God's powerChakraadjustmentEnergy Transmission. [I felt tingles in my hands, and pulsations in my body.] God's Love:is energy;God's love charges .i.Energyis God's lovethem. Allow your thoughts to focus on the currents in your hands. [I began to feel small spinning swirls of energy in my palms, as if tiny tops were spinning on my skin.] Pulsations rotate. Cycles of energy charge your hands. Place them on your face. [I had impressions of swirls and tingles of energy and warmth that lasted for 40-60 seconds.] Now take your hands and place them on your heart. [For one to two seconds, I saw an image of a large statue of the Virgin Mary, in white and blue robes, standing with her hands crossed one on top of the other, over her heart. She was looking downward, and the image left me with a sensation of great love. Please note, I am not a Catholic, and religious icons have not been any major part of my personal spiritual inspiration. I was quite surprised to see this image of the Virgin.] The statues of Mary with hands on her heart tell another truth. The connection of your hands touching your heart allows God's energy to enter the heart chakra easily. HealingenergyThis brings feelings of patience, trust, love, forgiveness, truth, and worship with this connection. Allow us opportunities to teach you these healing positions. Urantianeeds healingUrantia needs healing. We bring you these gifts in God's name. Blessed be! Energy CircuitsFeel this energy pass through you. [Again I felt strong pulsations.] Tell no one yet the details of our teachings. Let time pass. Teaching Missionprogress ofOthers must learn first of God's Mission. Healing TimeThen, the Healing Time truly begins. Olfana cherishes you. Believe in your work with her. This gift is of the Father. [Earlier in the day, my friend, A, had been helping me sort Urantia papers that we keep on file for our study group. She has recently begun meditating and thinking about this Teaching Mission. She told me that she had an "impression," the previous day, that just as Christ's symbol of the past two thousand years had been the fish, that Christ Michael's symbol for this new time of change would be the lily. She and I both commented that seemed to be a perfect symbol, especially to A and me because of the beautiful image of the lily that is discussed in Course in Miraclesimage of lilyA Course in Miracles.] Christ Michaellily, symbol ofLilysymbol of CMThe flower, the lily, is truly Christ Michael's symbol of love, transformation, rebirth, God's glory. A opens her heart to this Mission. We cherish her. We ask A to TR Process"Trust this process"trust this process. Faith, truth, beauty, and love are virtues she brings to this work. Service in God's name is a powerful protection against the ego and its illusions. Let all things be dealt with patiently, S. God's work will be done. God's will is the mandate that illuminates this universe. You tire. Relax. Let us release you gently.

Olfana, Signa, Aflana, others who care...Goodbye

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 4/02/93T9304021             Solo Session

9:00PM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Doubts re: TM are normal

Free will-- greatest factor in spiritual growth

Olfana reassures S.

Flower Essences

TM moves forward as God's plan

The Healing Time comes soon

Greetings, S. Energy TransmissionRaise your hands. Allow us to heal you now. Put your hands near your heart. Breathe deeply. Take time. We love you. We know your responsibilities are many. Use your time wisely. Allow practice in the stillness regularly. Teaching Missiondoubt inWe hope you fear nothing in this work. Always trust in God's love for you, S. Never doubt his presence in your life. The books you study help in this process. Discovering the art of healing is a great adventure. Allow this process to become more real. Slowly but surely, you will understand the power of God's love to heal. Come to this Mission with an open heart. We know problems arise at times. Healthy LivingevaluationD needs rest. Her faith/trust in God is great. Her spine will heal slowly, but it will heal in time. She needs calcium, vitamin C, vitamin E, niacin. Heat helps. Exercise gently. Surgery can be prevented if she loses weight and strengthens her musculature. Tell her nothing will come without effort on her part. God's temple needs her cherished love. Her body will mend. Her heart needs strengthening. Fluids will help. Take these precautions and pray willingly to know God's guidance in her own mind. That is all.

Allow your hands to drop. Wondering about all this is normal. You are new to this Mission. We see your growth. Touch your hands together. [Long pause...including an interruption by someone knocking on my door.] Every effort you make to connect with us is appreciated. Realize that everyone faces doubts and challenges in this process. TranscriptsYour transcripts may be read by those whom you trust. Thank you for heeding Olfana's request. Flower essencesdiscussion ofFlower essences will help others. This information should be known by others in the Mission. Free WillFree will continues to be the greatest factor in any person's spiritual growth. Relinquishing your will to the Father's guidance allows us opportunities to guide you in these choices. Olfana wishes to speak... Dear One, abide by your desire to help your family. The work we do can wait until you feel comfortable. Know that healing is occurring for you now. Make your decisions without concern that I may be angry. I know your heart, S. You will grow at a solid pace. Allow time to relax. Teaching Missionprogress ofThis Mission moves forward as God's plan. No one can deter us from this work. Urantiagrows brighterUrantia grows brighter every day. The glory of God's plan continues to unfold whether all understand yet or not. Right actions kills much of the pain Urantia has suffered. Deliver this message to Thern. Healing TimeThe Healing Time comes soon. The network opens. The Teaching MissionTR newsletternewsletter needs your input. [the TR newsletter] Ask for contacts from others interested in the healing work. Allow connections to begin. Connie knows much that pertains to healing. Listen to her opinion, thoughts. Take time to rest now. We love you. Olfana

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 4/12/93T9304121             Solo Session

3:00AM

Contents:

Color Visualization

Energy Transmission

TR's vision of Jesus

Healing advice

Turn your attention to your breathing. Allow our transmissions to come through. S, your faith thrives with trust. Turn your sorrows, your worries over to God. Give him your burdens. God will take them. Release will come this way. God unfolds his plan in his own time. Color VisualizationThe colors...[I saw clouds of purple, gold, and blue] Seek Him...Energy TransmissionThe energy flows through you. Breathe, S. Take your handsHealinghands. Place them together. [I held my hands in a prayer position, fingertips touching.] Turn your attention to your hands. Try pulling them apart. [I held my hands in this prayer position. When I willed my fingers to pull apart, it was as if the message from my brain just seemed to stop at my arms, and my muscles would not move. This was not in any way a fearful experience. Instead, I felt awe at the immense power that was in command of my body. I began to cry. Before this meditation I had felt overwhelmed with doubts and I had asked for some message to be given to me that would encourage my faith.] Believe, S. Believe in God's power. God loves you. God cherishes you. TR Process"Trust this process"Trust this process. JesusImagine Jesus. Remember, you saw him. [During a Sufi dance, at a Course in MiraclesCourse in Miracles retreat in July, 1990, I experienced a vision of Jesus's face superimposed over the face of my dance partner for approximately fifteen secondsVisionJesus's face;. It was one of the most riveting, compelling, emotionally-inspiring experiences in my life. Jesus's eyes show immense compassion and acceptance. The love that I felt during those moments are beyond my descriptive abilities. The only experiences that ever came close to this experience for me was when I looked into the newborn faces of my two children. This experience was so personal to me, that I would never choose to discuss it in these transcripts. However, I feel this commentary is necessary for any reader to understand the statement, "Imagine Jesus. Remember, you saw him." I hope anyone reading this transcript can understand how compelling it was to hear those words. I have a crystal-clear remembrance of Jesus's handsome and loving face, and I hope it never dims in my memory.] Open your eyes. [I opened my eyes in the dimly-lit room, and saw my fingers held together by this magnetic-like energy. Slowly the energy faded, and I separated my hands.] Take your hands. Hold them up to the Father. Allow your breathing. Feel the energy. [I felt a charge of energy through my body, and in response said "Thank you, Father.] You are a child of God. You are redeemed. You are blessed. This process takes time, but know God's power is perfect. Doubts are part of being mortal. God loves you. Permission allows your faith to stay whole. Permit us to heal you, to love you in the Father's name. Your eye shows healing. [I had a mild eye infection that day. I was using an antibiotic on it.] The books you read about this healing process help you to understand. .i.Stillness Practice:seek regularly;Meditate regularly. Breaking the pattern now keeps your progress back. [I had done very few meditations during the past week because of Easter vacation plans that kept me busy with my children and family members who were visiting from out of town.] Thern can help you understand too. Releasing/unburdening yourself to God is necessary for every mortal to heal. .i.Healers;Patterning yourself after other healers helps in your growth. Take care of your body. Faith will come. You tire now. We release you with love, Little One. [I felt embarrassed when I heard "Little One," so I said "Dear One," instead. Immediately, I heard .i.TR Process:editing;"Don't edit!" Tarkas, Olfana, Signa, Others who care. Go with God, S. '

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 4/14/93                              T9304141 Solo Session

11:00AM

Contents:

Energy Transmission

Olfana: Relax S. Allow God to answer your prayers. Take your hands. HealingenergyEnergy TransmissionPut them on your eye. Nothing comes because you are protecting your thoughts with pain. Olfana blesses you. (Thank you)

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Half Moon Bay, CA. 4/16/93T9304161                   Solo Session

5:00AM 

Contents: